What if it was all just inside my head ?
What if nothing really happened ?
What if I believed him for once ?
Let down my guard
And stop thinking
Stop rewinding every word he said
Every expression on his face
Every time his phone rang
Every time I heard his phone buzz
Should I calm down ?
Should I give him the benefit of the doubt ?
It’s so hard to trust him
Going crazy here
Paranoid
Paranoia
Waiting for him to slip
But he may never slip
Because he might be really innocent
Is it really just in my head ?
Just saying 
Good one. Long time, no see.
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