What if it was all just inside my head ?
What if nothing really happened ?
What if I believed him for once ?
Let down my guard
And stop thinking
Stop rewinding every word he said
Every expression on his face
Every time his phone rang
Every time I heard his phone buzz
Should I calm down ?
Should I give him the benefit of the doubt ?
It’s so hard to trust him
Going crazy here
Waiting for him to slip
But he may never slip
Because he might be really innocent
Is it really just in my head ?