What if it was all just inside my head ?

What if nothing really happened ?

What if I believed him for once ?

Let down my guard

And stop thinking

Stop rewinding every word he said

Every expression on his face

Every time his phone rang

Every time I heard his phone buzz

Should I calm down ?

Should I give him the benefit of the doubt ?

It’s so hard to trust him

Going crazy here

Paranoid

Paranoia

Waiting for him to slip

But he may never slip

Because he might be really innocent

Is it really just in my head ?

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