Oh my god ! I thought this was going to be a lot easier. Ok, so I’m Shaaer, the girl with the weird name. I believe that is what most people know about me. Just that. Anyone who ever hears it has the same reaction. I’ve had to deal with this crap for most of my life now. Don’t get me wrong, I love my name. I love that it’s unique and it sounds great. I love that I have never in my life met another person or even heard of anyone else who has the privilige of calling themselves Shaaer. So in my language, Shaaer, means religious rituals. I think it’s beautiful. That is the only thing in my life that I’m confident about. See, it’s already taking over the conversation. So back to me now. I’m twenty thr…. ok ok, I’m twenty eight .. still in the safe zone, it’s the thirties I’m looking out for. Yeah, I’m shallow like that. Look, here’s the deal .. you know how they say every age has a special kind of beauty and that ageing is beautiful and all that. Well, judging by my face, body and hair, I’m not ageing, I’m deteriorating. Not even joking, my mum and aunts have beautiful skin and bright young faces, then there’s me. I just want to know why didn’t I get those genes, why oh why? Well, I’m hoping those expensive lotions and creams slow those cells down a bit. Let’s see, what else can I talk about. Oh yeah, I’m married and a mum to the most beautiful little two year old girl ever. But that’s a whole other story. Ok, get comfy because this is going to be quite hectic. I graduated high school, moved back to my home country for college, studied Dentistry for 2 years, quit, took a break, worked in a boutique for a bit, quit, got engaged to the love of my life, worked as a teacher and studied English Translation for 3 years, quit my job and put my education on hold, got married and immediately got pregnant, been married for 3 years and here I am writing this blog. Ok that’s enough for today. Just put my girl down to sleep, finally, at 2.30 am. Now it’s time for mummy to have some ME time. Time for …. Girls Gone Wild .. just kidding .. no .. I’m just going to watch Youtube videos and play some mindless games. Seems like nothing but trust me, if you’re a mum you get me, if your’re not a mum then, you’re missing out girl! Aaaand …. proceed to FUN HOUR, woohooo … sorry .. ok, bye.

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4 thoughts on “Just Me

  1. You are unique. Don’t compare. Take up a sport. It will change your outlook towards life. All power to you .

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      1. I mean not professional sport. But something like running , walking , jogging, cycling. It does help to be with yourself alone for that 40 minutes – 1 hour.

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